Its been awhile.

For more than a year I haven't updated my blog. well. no one will be viewing tho.
Just gonna write it down. as a part of my memories.Incase I forgot.

For the whole year which I've just been through . I've grown up from time and improved from mistakes.

Lets see what I've did for the whole year.
well. 1st and most important. I've lost 16kgs from the day i started my diet and bla bla bla till today. 16th july.
from 88kg until 72kg right now
I've been torturing myself and pushing myself till the very end. and now i'm think i'm too thin. but yet still full with fats. think I'm lying?

this is in May 2010

















this is June 2011











and this is the latest one. hahaha
















believe now?
haha. its not easy. it was a tough case. and I think i'm having Anorexia which we so called 厌食症 in chinese.but i'm satisfied with what I am now.


2nd of all. today . i knew what i've just lost. a girl. just because I was late and coward to make my move.
shes now with someone else. someone who treat her well. i think.
all in a sudden. i felt miserable.
I found out that I was so stupid to quit before trying to take a move.
but now its too late. shes with someone else.
:(
lesson of the story. DIE TRYING!


oh. last but not least.
I'm going to study Applied physics with electronics . soon. In UMS which located in sabah! hahaha
booya! sabah here i come :)


sincerely. 
blog owner-way hang

好喜欢你,知不知道?

Have you ever realize that when there is someone which can make your heart beat faster than it used to be?

or maybe someone which make you lost your breathe suddenly?

I do. but then I knew I wasn't the one for her.

even i already knew. but I still can't get her out of my mind.

and seems to be haunting in my mind again again and again.

I'll be like visiting her facebook profile quite often.

and wait for her appearance in msn.

or just staring at the phone for a message from her.

but the more I do. it disappointed me even more.

I barely hear my phone rang or having a msg alert.

I could just stare at her msn display name instead of send a msg to her and say Hi.

I can only read her latest status update but not leaving a comment.

I never do so doesn't mean I don't want to talk with you.

It just..you know? I'm scared to do so.

the most I fell for you. the most I'm scared.

I scare that any of my msg would just spoil your mood.

I scare that I wasn't the 1 you're waiting on the phone or msn.

I know I think too much. sometimes I wished I could stop thinking and just tell you I liked you.

but it seems to make thing worse.

so I think I rather just keep quiet. or disappear if necessary.

as long I can see you have a smile on your face.

well, I decided.

to continue falling for you.

secretly =)

<3 you

Miserable

Have you guys ever felt left out and you're all alone?
Have you guys ever felt that all of your friends doesn't talk to you anymore?
Have you guys ever felt that everyone is chit-chatting but you can't find a a way to join them?

well, since 2010. everything seems to be harsh for every sixth formers.
everyone seems to be busy.
some might even start to hate each other.
or maybe mixing with new friends and their best friend mix with their new friends.
and many things changed.
in short. nothing seems to be the same like before anymore.
what i can say for now is that time are really scary.
it do change things.

everything around me changes alot.
friends, lifestyle, hobbies, motivation, attitude, interest.
we could say that i totally changed.

nothing i can do to make things goes back to the way it used to be.=(
i miss the good old days =(

It's been a while

for another time, i've been leaving my blog dead for couple of months.
well.. and again.. theres plenty of things happened in between.
wonderful things, bad things . plenty !

and today is the last day of mid year exam. woosh =x i've been having insomnia for couple of days just because of exams.
i can say that i didn't put alot of effort in this time. as usual. i'm still too lazy.
what to do? my mood never seems to be better like ever since. ever thing doesn't seems to be silky smooth.

there is a 2 weeks holiday start from tomorrow.
and as usual, its still packed with tuitions, activities, library spamming books. bla bla bla. yes i am trying to work hard =p

oh yea. did you all ever heard of the milktoof? ickle and Lardee are so cute! =p
you all should really check it out =p
http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/
meanwhile.i'm searching for those kind of little model too XD
should be interesting XD
wanted to do smth like them. but yet with my own creativity.hehe =p

hmm.. i think its long enough for me and for you guys to read.
guess you all would't want to read a so long breathed words .am i right? =p
thats all for now =p

21th March 2010

well well well..guess what? today will be the last day of holiday and school starting tomorrow..
well i mean..nightmare . as i've been involve with all the Zero Failure course...aw god >.<
should have study well last year..aw wtf >.<
but its okay.. let see after STPM .. hope i really might be improving with the course..

hmmm...so...this holidays had been the most-packed holiday i ever had..
everyday packed with tuition and duties.. aiiks..
pathetic... lol...

and today i need to do all my kolokium project and write a proposal for a coming up event =x
hahahaha
so.. bye bye :x its time to start working yo!

good bye my beautiful sunday =( =x

Holidays~

1st day of holiday today :)
but i just realized that my holidays is packed with duties and tuitions.. =(
and i really meant PACKED..everyday also not free...haiz
1st time to have my holidays packed with school's thinggy..

oh well, for STPM, can't blame now ..
next year will be my turn to enjoy holidays till my results is out =D
hmm..

its time for me to go prepare and go for tuition =\

well, happy holidays folks :)
and happy white valentine's day tomorrow =D

7/3/10

Exam tomorrow and i only figure out that I still have alot to study before exams..
seems like i'm going to be so dead again this exam...
and STPM is coming soon..in less than 10 months ...
I can starting to feel the stress all over the school..
everyone is so eager to get a good result in STPM after the results for this year came out..

the competition at the outside world is getting more and more tough ...
in order to survive.. we need to get over this ..perfectly >.<
somehow i feel like i'll be DEAD halfway to perfect...

well..wish me luck tho..
>.<