好喜欢你,知不知道?

Have you ever realize that when there is someone which can make your heart beat faster than it used to be?

or maybe someone which make you lost your breathe suddenly?

I do. but then I knew I wasn't the one for her.

even i already knew. but I still can't get her out of my mind.

and seems to be haunting in my mind again again and again.

I'll be like visiting her facebook profile quite often.

and wait for her appearance in msn.

or just staring at the phone for a message from her.

but the more I do. it disappointed me even more.

I barely hear my phone rang or having a msg alert.

I could just stare at her msn display name instead of send a msg to her and say Hi.

I can only read her latest status update but not leaving a comment.

I never do so doesn't mean I don't want to talk with you.

It just..you know? I'm scared to do so.

the most I fell for you. the most I'm scared.

I scare that any of my msg would just spoil your mood.

I scare that I wasn't the 1 you're waiting on the phone or msn.

I know I think too much. sometimes I wished I could stop thinking and just tell you I liked you.

but it seems to make thing worse.

so I think I rather just keep quiet. or disappear if necessary.

as long I can see you have a smile on your face.

well, I decided.

to continue falling for you.

secretly =)

<3 you

Miserable

Have you guys ever felt left out and you're all alone?
Have you guys ever felt that all of your friends doesn't talk to you anymore?
Have you guys ever felt that everyone is chit-chatting but you can't find a a way to join them?

well, since 2010. everything seems to be harsh for every sixth formers.
everyone seems to be busy.
some might even start to hate each other.
or maybe mixing with new friends and their best friend mix with their new friends.
and many things changed.
in short. nothing seems to be the same like before anymore.
what i can say for now is that time are really scary.
it do change things.

everything around me changes alot.
friends, lifestyle, hobbies, motivation, attitude, interest.
we could say that i totally changed.

nothing i can do to make things goes back to the way it used to be.=(
i miss the good old days =(

It's been a while

for another time, i've been leaving my blog dead for couple of months.
well.. and again.. theres plenty of things happened in between.
wonderful things, bad things . plenty !

and today is the last day of mid year exam. woosh =x i've been having insomnia for couple of days just because of exams.
i can say that i didn't put alot of effort in this time. as usual. i'm still too lazy.
what to do? my mood never seems to be better like ever since. ever thing doesn't seems to be silky smooth.

there is a 2 weeks holiday start from tomorrow.
and as usual, its still packed with tuitions, activities, library spamming books. bla bla bla. yes i am trying to work hard =p

oh yea. did you all ever heard of the milktoof? ickle and Lardee are so cute! =p
you all should really check it out =p
http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/
meanwhile.i'm searching for those kind of little model too XD
should be interesting XD
wanted to do smth like them. but yet with my own creativity.hehe =p

hmm.. i think its long enough for me and for you guys to read.
guess you all would't want to read a so long breathed words .am i right? =p
thats all for now =p